Didn't like to see the last journal when i visited this account again since like forever.... so yeah, i made another account, has moved, is checkin out my profile for a sec to look up something so might as well put this.

For any watchers/friends/coolness people i know. who wants to know where my new account is that hasn't already added my new account, leave a message and i'll be happy to send yah a note.

With all said and done, l8er guys. Will update once again on my other acount when im not using my mom's comptuer.

P.S. Wow... Deviant art looks so... diffrent now, i'll have some fun getting used to this. If I ever find the time to that is.

*sighs sadly* you know... I feel so many diffrent things right now... (add that to all the stuff i got going on with those feelings) plus and minus nothing times an infinity lifetimes worth of bull shit...

This is so fucked up...

You guys know angel... I asked for to pray for her a few months ago about her cancer... well, i believe i already said her cancer was good and she was okay with that...

Also i said pray about her parents (That should burn in hell...) well... Nothing much changed with that...

Well...i was really worried about her... i didn't get to talk to her for like 3 weeks, cellphone didn't pick up... Never logged in... yeah, im starting to reallly worry in the back of my head... *sigh* turns out, my worry wasn't in vain...it wasn't just my stupid paranoia... She was in a car accident...

She's... hurt... So i ask you all to pray for her once more... She pulled through her cancer, she's pulled through the crash... amazingly she's pulled through her parents bull shit (they didn't wana take her to the hospital WTF... and i tell you no lie...i dont exagerate when i say they said oh its only a few scratches and she has many broken bones, a punctured lung, and so much more... Thank God she survived the crash... thank God she is living, Thank God i finally got to talk to her...and Thank God for you friends... So yeah... pray for her...)

And also, pray for my sanity... or whats left of it, this is all just to fucked up...

YOu know, i'd gladly had died...why the hell did she haft to go through that... It really steems me on what God allows to happen... Everyone thats good hasta suffer cause of all the assholes in this world...*sigh* thats not fair of me to say... but he could had atleast let it be my car that got hit if a drunk driver was going to hit somebody... Damn it,do me another favor guys. NEVER EVER IN YOUR WHOLE FUCKIN LIFE DO YOU EVER DRINK AND DRIVE... Damn ass hole... he better be in intensive care... You think thats bad me typing? Just guess what im thinking...

Forgive my rant, its really scrambled... But the main point of this journal was to ask yall to pray for her... anywho... I only posted another journal with this account cause alot of ppl watches me here. (alot more than my other account) so yeah.... anywho... This is Sly Fox saying...


What the hell is wrong with this world...

Eh... it flopped, what more can i say. its one of them, the customer is always right moments... If you dont keep the customers happy, the business fails. When people dont like the contest idea, the contest flops... Eh, 1 person liked the idea, so i just changed it to a trade.

SO... now what? anybody wana request a story? Idk... is bored... i've just been sittin around sleepin sum... eh, dont got much gumption to get up and do stuff, not alot of stuff to do to begin with, so put meh to work ^-^ (like my dad did this morning...-_- didn't get to sleep till 5 oclock... tossing and turning and had a terible though about a few friends and it sorta kept me up all night... >.< then gotta wake up at noon and do damn yard work and blah blah blah i'm pooped XD)

No pun intended shadow XP (Inside joke) but yeah... Hey pplz... whats going on, same old junk here... umm... now what... *criket*

ok, im saying it here cause alot of people is watching me here.

I am doing a contest, I want someone to take and draw me someting (duh XD) You can do anything to make it look cool and good, give it a 3-D look, give it detail, a background. whatever. I am curious what i will find. but i will post the link....

Now... of what i want you to draw, is an heart, you can any heart you desire, rather it be that heart on valentines day or a human heart...

Now the only requirement is the heart have a good sized wound on it.
You may add anything else you wish as effect,scenary,etc... use your imagination.

Theres no restrictions on what program you use, how you detail, or how you alter my picture of it. Weather its clean or goery whatever, i will judge on detail, originality, and feeling. As for feeling... i mean, you know how pictures can make you feel sad, upset, whatever...i guess I could also call it the mood of the pic... but yeah, the following.

-Detail (Detail of the pic ofcourse XD)
-originality (self explanitory)

-Feeling/mood (btw:the picture is a wounded heart, what mood do you think im looking for... figure it out XD)

-Effect (say... like blood dripping..just effect... eh, im bad with words XD)

-and Creativity (HA i added one to trip you up XP)

Deadline... i guess to the end of june... (this is the first of june isn't it? XD)

I will anounce the winner then (if i have anybody to participate, please do)

Now... I cant draw...I have no money to buy a subscription for the winner, so i cant really do much, my drawing skills lack a bit, but i will offer to do a story of anything of your choice to the best of my abilities. I will also give you reconision... regonistion...whatever XD im going to post the picture on the front of this homepage for a good long time. I only wish i could give more.

I really hope a few of you guys will participate, theres many exclent artist's that are on my watch list...

now, you may be wondering why.. I would choose that as the contest entry... we'll... lets just say, actually... lets dont say and say we did XD idk, just something i wana see, and im curious how you guys will draw it is all...anywho, have fun with it.

(WOO FOR FIRST CONTEST EVAH XD)

Hey hey hey, hopefully...this is my last journal i'll be having here in this account... I will slowly move my work form here to my new account... i will alert the people who had faved my stories to the new well written and edited versions of my stories and poems when i delete them on this account. (cause initially, you'd lose the file in your favorites folder) but yeah... if your curious where i have moved to and is going to miss me or whatever... XD just simply note me. I will Still visit this old account to check messages...get help editiing...and yada yada yada yada yada...


Also, you may have noticed i have hidden many comments on my page, tis true, i have.Just starting over with a clean slate so to say. DOnt get to upset if a comment got blocked, im not doing it against anyone, okay? alrighty then...

anyways, Im very happy to get my account started. I've kicked it off with an new story. A life changeing Twist. Once i finish that story, i will then start to move other stories and poems from here, to there...so yeah, im still going to be using this account for quiet awhile... 60 deviantsand like 15 is pics...so yeah, alot of work. (also will be trying to do better on my pics... KEY WORD IS TRY :3)

Lastly, i am making this my last journal... though, i always hae somehting to say? Well i've created an LUPOLL!!! XD i will edit this jorunal as much as i need to XD (so expect a very long home page at times... anywho. again, if i didn't send you an note to my new account. (either cause i forgot...didn't see your name, or thought your not active or just didn't give a damn XD) note me here and i'll gladly send you a note to it.